Listen closely and feel the music of my dreams. I love to dance all night with the moon beams.
Taking your soul with me onto the dance floor. Never enough time and always needing more.
Rhythm goes along with the drum beat. Moving along with the crowd in my bare feet.
This long hair of mine is falling free. These song lyrics are a part of me.
Listen quietly for me to find my place. A moment in a look upon my face.
“I may not have given you the gift of lift, but life surely gave me the gift of you.”
It took me year’s to realize that my Dad was my real Dad just not my biological father. He’s the reason I believe that not all men are like the ones who leave their little girls and never come back. I was a difficult teenager and even worse in my early 20’s but Dad never gave up on me. After having my sons in my late 20’s I figured out how to be a good daughter.
He was my sons only Grandfather, actually he was referred to as ‘my Pap’ by both of his grandsons. He was completely wrapped around their fingers from the moment of their births until he died. He was an excellent role model for the both of them. They’re both becoming rock solid young men that their Pap would be proud of. We miss you Pap and you’ll always be with us in our hearts and minds with the best of our memories of you.
Carefree has different definitions depending on how the word is used by an individual. Carefree, to me, is a state of mind. When my thoughts are a tangled web of too much information to figure out how to simply use what I need and let the rest of it go. I have to slow down my thinking and my reactions within myself. In a carefree moment my mind is quiet of my rambling thoughts and I’m in this moment of time. I don’t worry about something that happened yesterday or what tomorrow may bring. I’m just being peaceful in the now. Yesterday is over and tomorrow might not even come for me. While living in the now I’m not afraid, angry, sad or worried about things I can’t control. I’m just enjoying my time right now and feeling carefree. I do daily meditation to achieve living only in today. When I do obtain this goal I’m happy and enthusiastic about my life today. Everyday life can be carefree when you have learned to stay in the now. Right now is beautifully carefree.